February 16, 2007

  • Melancholy

    I'm so tired of having melancholy days.

    Last night, I  threw up all of my evening meds, and then I couldn't sleep, so I'm sure that has something to do with the weepy mood today.  I'm cold, but sweating (thank you very much, menopause).  I'm housebound.  I'm sad that my plan to show my boss how strong I was didn't work becasue he showed up while I was in the shower.  And because I got sick last night, I didn't get to go in for a staff meeting like I had wanted.  I spent the day in the chair, like every other day.  I got up to make cream of wheat, and didn't finish it.  I've gotten up a few times to go to the bathroom.  Otherwise, I'm in the chair.  Tied to Ms. Pumpin-Stuff. Sitting here using the computer or watching TV.

    My mom said to just chalk it up to a no-good-very-bad day.

    Ciera dumped the newest guy who showed an interest in her.  She felt like she prayed about it, and God told her not to date him.  But I worry that she makes some of these decisions because I'm sick.  I don't want her to miss out on anything because I'm in bad shape.  That thought makes me cry.

    Great, another reason to get weepy.

    The middle school pastor came over today to help Meleia be prepared to give the devotional at their mission trip meeting tomorrow.  She'll do a good job.  She's so funny.  She said that she's not nervous because she doesn't know anyone on the team yet.  That's the exact time I would get nervous.  She said she'd be more nervous if she knew everyone.

    Rohan went to play with Luke today for a while.  That was very good for him.

    OK, I'm sweating and cold again.  Time to get the computer off of my lap.

    Y'all just keep praying.  I'm having a hard time today.

     

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